An Ode to Rebuilding Life, Rebuilding Systems 🌱✨

After OD-ing profusely on gluten, sugar, treated milk, caffeine, and all the things I swore were up to no good, I did just that for the last few months.

Occasionally, I would tell myself:
No, you are stronger than this. 💪
Don’t fall for the bait of taste, dining experiences, or FOMO on the latest savories and sweets in the market.

At most, I would go a week without touching these things… and then fall back into the same routine.

A big reason for this was my lack of vision.
Why am I doing this?
To lose weight? 🏋️‍♀️ To lose inflammation in the body? 🤔

These are small goals.

Yes, I shed about 7 kg and was happy for a while. But if I had a more sustainable goal, I wouldn’t have gained the same 7 kg back.

The good thing is, that I know what I need to do to get back to my WIP shape (if not my body goals) because I’ve done it before. 💡

My strength at the gym is still 75% of what it used to be. But the real challenge lies in having a long-term vision.

This year, my focus is on The Feminine Alchemy. 🌸✨

I will let all other work rest because I know my calling in this life is to shed light on ascending the female to her highest potential.

I have some experience, and I aim to build more by becoming that archetype myself. 💃✨

From now on, you’ll mostly see raw and unfiltered experiments and musings from my daily learnings.

Perhaps this will be my turning point.
The catalyst that makes everything worthwhile again. 🌟

Don’t get me wrong—I am not unhappy. But juggling multiple things has pushed me to ignore what’s truly important to me.

In 2024, my dis-ease was the lack of purpose in living.
I will not carry that forward into 2025.

It’s easy to fall into escapism in these times:
✨ Cheap dopamine
✨ Cheap food
✨ A false sense of success
✨ No creation, no transformation

These things are more insidious than actual drugs like alcohol or meth. No one warns you how bad this life can get because there’s no negative connotation about them in the media.

You slowly sink into these muddy, suicidal waters. A slow death. 💔

This sluggish way of life pulls us into a victim mindset instead of a victorious one. 🏆

Anyway, if you too are in my shoes, I hope you discover what excites your soul. ✨
May it catapult you into the parallel reality of your desires.

With love,
Zitni Zun 💖